"CRISIS IN CARE"
FELICE GITTELMAN
Fragments stir the undercurrents of lives past and those just beginning. The ocean waves rush in and out leaving momentary images that are rhythmically erased and replaced. The stitching ritual….in and out… allows the hands of my body to align and move with this calm meditation. Fragile dances emerge giving color and form to definitive and indiscriminate moments in time, without judgement.
I am grateful to my mentors who insisted on the strength of simple repetition. I believe that the discipline (same materials, methods, and size) helped to sharpen the intentionality of my work. The act of hand-stitching; its repetition, patterning, and physicality provides me with an understructure of stability, safety, and quiet practice. It is a pathway to the knowledge my body holds, giving me security while realizing my vulnerabilities and bravery to use my voice.
CHEVRA KADISHA





The symbolic meaning of my project is revealed in a sequence of abstract drawings that evoke journey and were inspired by how I envision the poetic act of mapping my ancestors’ journey. Their journey is not represented directly. Rather, through stitching and integrated with stitching representations of nature, I share with the viewers the feelings of that at times painful journey and displacement, using the language of nature, ocean debris and biological leftover, indifferent in their anonymous nature, yet also tangible and beautiful, in their formal complexity.
The stitched canvas drawings were inspired by close-up views of biological life left by the ocean as a form of debris or trace, which I documented using digital photography, showing fragments of the beach shoreline in San Jose, CA, last Fall. Seeing the entangled, dead plants and other objects left by the ocean, brought to mind the idea of journey, its fragility, and also how patterns are formed by these entangled beings. I decided to focus on these minute, perhaps insignificant “beings” giving them poetic power through commemorating the lines and patterns they formed in my drawings on canvas, made through stitching, thus remembered.
I am reminded of Judy Chicago’s pivotal project, The Dinner Party, to honor the achievements of women’s art and literature. As her accompanying publication befittingly begins “Embroidering our heritage….”. For me, it is a beautiful metaphor to embrace my discoveries about stitching’s history, my Jewish ancestry, personal trauma, dancing, rituals, knowing, and the efforts of numerous women who relentlessly, arduously and painstakingly sewed to communicate their sense of care and touch despite perpetual dismissive treatment.

TRIBUTE TO THE WILDINGS
During our Winter VCFA residency, the Wildings cohort group met with our exhibition coordinator, Kate Donnelly, to begin discussions about our graduating exhibition, Summer 2020. We began with a brain-storming activity calling out key words related to our art practices. The words were randomly recorded onto easel size chart paper. We were then asked to look at the written words and voice associations between them. As we spoke, magic marker lines were drawn to represent them. As a follow-up after the residency, Kate sent each of us a picture of the “map” we had drawn (with and without words) as well as an envelope containing cut -up “labels” of each word for further reflection. Due to the pandemic, the Wildings path together has been divided in two. My work above, a stitching of our map image is meant as a tribute to our two-year journey together.
"CRISIS IN CARE"
FELICE GITTELMAN
Fragments stir the undercurrents of lives past and those just beginning. The ocean waves rush in and out leaving momentary images that are rhythmically erased and replaced. The stitching ritual….in and out… allows the hands of my body to align and move with this calm meditation. Fragile dances emerge giving color and form to definitive and indiscriminate moments in time, without judgement.
I am grateful to my mentors who insisted on the strength of simple repetition. I believe that the discipline (same materials, methods, and size) helped to sharpen the intentionality of my work. The act of hand-stitching; its repetition, patterning, and physicality provides me with an understructure of stability, safety, and quiet practice. It is a pathway to the knowledge my body holds, giving me security while realizing my vulnerabilities and bravery to use my voice.
CHEVRA KADISHA





The symbolic meaning of my project is revealed in a sequence of abstract drawings that evoke journey and were inspired by how I envision the poetic act of mapping my ancestors’ journey. Their journey is not represented directly. Rather, through stitching and integrated with stitching representations of nature, I share with the viewers the feelings of that at times painful journey and displacement, using the language of nature, ocean debris and biological leftover, indifferent in their anonymous nature, yet also tangible and beautiful, in their formal complexity.
The stitched canvas drawings were inspired by close-up views of biological life left by the ocean as a form of debris or trace, which I documented using digital photography, showing fragments of the beach shoreline in San Jose, CA, last Fall. Seeing the entangled, dead plants and other objects left by the ocean, brought to mind the idea of journey, its fragility, and also how patterns are formed by these entangled beings. I decided to focus on these minute, perhaps insignificant “beings” giving them poetic power through commemorating the lines and patterns they formed in my drawings on canvas, made through stitching, thus remembered.
I am reminded of Judy Chicago’s pivotal project, The Dinner Party, to honor the achievements of women’s art and literature. As her accompanying publication befittingly begins “Embroidering our heritage….”. For me, it is a beautiful metaphor to embrace my discoveries about stitching’s history, my Jewish ancestry, personal trauma, dancing, rituals, knowing, and the efforts of numerous women who relentlessly, arduously and painstakingly sewed to communicate their sense of care and touch despite perpetual dismissive treatment.

TRIBUTE TO THE WILDINGS
During our Winter VCFA residency, the Wildings cohort group met with our exhibition coordinator, Kate Donnelly, to begin discussions about our graduating exhibition, Summer 2020. We began with a brain-storming activity calling out key words related to our art practices. The words were randomly recorded onto easel size chart paper. We were then asked to look at the written words and voice associations between them. As we spoke, magic marker lines were drawn to represent them. As a follow-up after the residency, Kate sent each of us a picture of the “map” we had drawn (with and without words) as well as an envelope containing cut -up “labels” of each word for further reflection. Due to the pandemic, the Wildings path together has been divided in two. My work above, a stitching of our map image is meant as a tribute to our two-year journey together.